So I survived the last round of exams. Passed my histology class. All I need to do for biochem is to just pass the next exam. That is it.
So why am I so annoyed? I have an OPP practical today at 4:55. That isn't really it. I think it is straight burnout. I'm tired of pushing myself this hard all the time. I had the realization the other night that I am probably prolonging my disease by doing this now. The flip side of the coin is that without going to school, I would not be able to afford my medication to get better.
So I don't want to memorize all these eensy weensy pathways. Or work on nutrition, welcome respite that it is. I want to sleep and feed my ponies and let my spoiled pet chicken out to run around the house and get into stuff on the counter.
Luckily, I have a two week break coming up. My last set of major exams is the 17th, and if I can just hang on until then I will have some time to rest. The good news is that 1/2 of the shittiest year is almost over. I will have a lot to be thankful for at Christmas lol.
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